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Here we are, two months later. Hi folks, this is Kai who had a long ride on a crazy roller-coaster because simple and quiet life was too boring for my taste. Not really.
Reprising from my last post: I started my new job and it is really boring with no means of improvement like ever. Bland and meaningless job... but it pays enough and my complains about it will end here. My life was almost decent when I had some free time with Godzilla (my girlfriend, did you forgot about her?) but problems started very soon. I won't go into details but I had a couple of trashy people as neighbors. Really, worst people you can find (a couple of Karen, but the very annoying kind). They made our life miserable by complaining about us with our landlords, which were family's friends of Godzilla who didn't show any support whatsoever. The complains were made up, but no one seemed to care... (Example: "there are cigarettes on the floor outside! Omg my poor kids!" But... we don't even smoke...). Long story short, the last problem was my dog, who doesn't bark, doesn't bite but will eat your unattended food. One of the Karen hate pets so my dog had to leave or I had to leave...
Now that I'm back to my old apartment with my beloved kaiju (kaiju means big monster and Godzilla is a kaiju, but just now I realized that part of my name is inside that word... go figure) we managed to keep our job, commuting with the train/car and my shining new electric bike. We discovered we are going to save lots more money doing this because that stupid countryside cost way more then the city, so we decided to go to the restaurant every month to celebrate our monthly anniversary (we celebrate the day we decided to be together every month for the past four years, usually in a humble manner, like with a cheap cake or a beer).
My dog is happily sleeping near me right now, my cat got unnoticed by Karen so she didn't give an F as for her usual.
Godzilla is a little sad because she liked the big ass house we lived in but since it was so big, we managed to keep fresh only the bedroom while the rest of the house was hot as hell. That little town was hotter then here in the city, for some reason. In the winter would have costed us way too much to keep that place warm.
Were we defeated? I don't know and don't care actually. I like my old apartment, I like I can buy grocery crossing the street instead having to use the car, I like the huge amount of money we save so I can help Godzilla finish university (I'm very frugal and happy with a few things, so I don't mind using all the money for her, plus I'm going to have a new Bass for December Gift Day (we don't celebrate xmas but we do exchange presents with the family and eat their food).
In conclusion: First chapter of my new book was terrible, I didn't describe how stressed we were, angry and sometime miserable, but we are on chapter two baby, everything can happen!
Please wish me luck and send good vibes!
Kai out, protect your loved pets folks!
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 Hiya folks! Let's write a little more of this story, even if I'm not so much inspired.
Last few days went mostly uneventful. I got a little used to the surroundings, discovered that everything important (shops, bank and whatnot) is way too far away and a long walk will be needed, and there are too many bugs eating me alive. But I found a bottle of scotch which I'm drinking right now (just a few sips, not the entire bottle).
I fixed my bike, that flatted a tire last week and lucky me it was pretty cheap.
Well... most of my days where very boring.
Alone in a new home, after cleaning, cooking, walking the dog, scroll social medias and watch true crime videos on the Tube, what else a human could do?
Absolutely nothing!
Just waiting for a call from the job.
And a call arrived, yesterday morning.
I already knew this call would come, eventually, but I honestly expected some more preparation then "hey, come to the office this afternoon, but very late. Nope can't be sooner." Holy cow, I was going to stay away all day and come back very late just to get some stuff I needed for my job and have a few minutes talk...
But Kai can't be stopped by little problems. Just really frustrated... but not stopped!
So I prepared myself to go to the main office of this company I'm going to work with. I watched what train I had to take, discovered I had to take three trains and not one or maybe two... whatever! I packed some snacks and a bottle of water, two power banks, two phone chargers, two eCigs (electric cigarettes, yes I vape, I quitted smoking an year ago but still need my nicotine fix) and extra liquid, plus an old phone that I use as an emergency eBook reader (my main is my everyday phone).
Did I pack too much garbage? Well yes, I know, but last time I went there my phone almost died on me and I had to buy a new charger, on the way back! It was a very boring trip, I need to be entertained all the time!
Well, this consideration is worth a story on it's own, but will be another day story so, for now, you won't know why Kai can't be left alone with Their thoughts.
Going back to yesterday: I was very stressed by all the trains I had to change. In my country, transportation, especially trains, doesn't work at all. Trains can and will be late, will stop at random binaries (not all the time but may happen so you gotta be on the look) and your ticket can't be changed if they messes up. I envy Japan for their trains.
On the bright side, the trains where comfortable, there was air conditioners (the day was super hot) and very silent people on board. Means no screaming kids. I'm not a bad person, but i like the quiet when I'm reading.
And that's what I did, I have been reading Murderbot, i book i heard about a few days ago and somehow convinced me. I'm liking it so far.
Plot twist!
During my travel on the train (can't remember but I guess it was the second one) a phone call tells me that the appointment was anticipated of half an hour... My eye didn't start twitching, but it's something it actually does sometimes.
Luckily enough, I had a backup plan!
Hell no! Luck isn't involved at all!
I decided to take the train an hour earlier to avoid anything would mess around with my trip. I hate being late.
Too bad it wasn't really enough, from the train station to the office I had to make a 30 minutes walk in... 15 minutes. No nice walk and probably a drink at a bar (even ice cream, why not?) Well no. After the last train arrived I had to walk really fast, partially running but it was too hot and the sun was burning my pale skin. I arrived at the office splitting the second, so proud of myself, panting and covered in sweat. But i thought about that too so i had a bandana with my that I used as a towel.
Now, I feel so smart, but yesterday I felt so stupid. My boss is known to be always late. So yes, I did split the second, arrived exactly in time... just to stay there, under the sun, waiting the dude would come and open the office because there was no one in there.
The next part is not a mystery. We talked for a bit, I grabbed the stuff I needed and went again on the street, walking my way back to the station. Got my train just in time and came back home... Well, not really, there was an adventure there too, but it's nothing really worth to tell, I hooped on the wrong train but noticed immediately and got the right one on the next station.
When I came back home, Godzilla already left for work, so I had my dinner (she prepared it, but nothing special has I hoped), took a long shower and laid on my bed, chilling with my phone until late.
Today I was intended to call my boss because tomorrow I'm going to start working effectively for them, and so I did. He told me "busy, call you later" and never heard of him at all. Now it's 1am so I'm guessing tomorrow I'll receive another last minute call.
I really, really, really, hope tings will go smoother in the near future. My brain need organization. I'm already full of chaos.
So much for "I don't feel very inspired to write on my diary". I think I did wrote a little too much.
I think this is the time for me to stop.
Kai out, ni ni folks!
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 I'm Kai, and probably you already know a few things about me. This time, we are going to see the events that lead to this diary.
This story begins few months ago.
I lived in a big city with my girlfriend Godzilla(she/her), when she got a job offer in a small town. She have relative living near this place so it wasn't a problem to move there for a couple of months and then come back. Meanwhile, I stayed in my city, kept doing my job as a private teacher of music theory and guitar. I liked that job, it was what I wanted in my life, even if students can be irritating when they don't study at all. Anyway. During the first couple months Godzilla and I talked through the phone, via messages and she came to visit me once. She loved the job but she never had some free time for herself. Another two months later and she think she doesn't really want to quit the job so we talked and I decided that I could consider moving there too.
This wasn't an easy decision to make, for me. I loved my city, have friends there, all my stuff, an exaggerated amount of instruments (mostly guitars), plus the job I liked but that lately wasn't paying as much as I wanted and needed. Destiny, fate, randomness, or the flying spaghetti monster, decided it was time for Kai to change their life thought, as a position in the same Godzilla's job opened and I made the call.
This was roughly three weeks ago from the time I'm writing this. I had to take the train to visit the office for an interview. Which, with my huge surprise, I nailed (people rarely calm me back when I send my curricula). Then was decision time once again. Where am I going to stay now?
Godzilla family offered a place to stay for a month, but no cat and dog allowed, so I had to hire a sitter or ask my family for help. I couldn't actually spend so much money on a sitter, plus trusting a stranger with the keys of my house while I'm not around wasn't something I was comfortable with. I so decided to ask my family and received a positive answer. I have a very supportive family, most of them. The problem now was that I had to separate dog and cat from each other and from me. Too much separations for their taste. Plus I didn't trust my sister with the key of my humble, but full of stuff I care about, house. I won't explain the reasons of the lack of trust, let's just say she insisted to much to have my key and made some strange comments about respect for other people things and whatnot. Good thing she is not really bright.
It was time for a plan B (actually C). I needed a new home sooner then expected! And that was a struggle! My nerves were shattering like glass every time I tried to find a decent and affordable house, apartment, room or whatever place where I could go a live. Plus it had to be reasonably close to the new job!
Again destiny, fate, or the invisible pink unicorn decided that I was on the right path, because no matter whatever misfortune I experienced during those days (quite a lot), I never gave up, I kept going on trough tears and rage and finally... The sun started to shine!
Godzilla's family friends had an empty house we could rent for cheap. Not a tiny apartment, a big house with huge rooms, a separated garage, a garden and even a room to make my studio too. I wasn't going to use the studio for work anymore, but it is nice to have a place where to focus on my music... and videogames.
Of course I was still stressed out, because while I found a solution for all my problems, more problems arises to press on my nerves.
But let's just say that moving from the big city, here in the countryside, worked pretty well despise my worries.
As of today, we already started to live here, cleaned most of the space, planted a few veggies (not an expert) and I'm happily waiting to start my new job.
Did I write too much? Do you want more? Gotta wait a couple days for more of this story, cause we are both living it real time!
Just kidding, no one is reading this, but it's fun to write.
Kai out, ni ni folks!
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Hi! I don't know who or if someone will read this. I am Kai and this is my diary.
It's free to read but I'm not going to promise you this will be very interesting, it's just a tale of a random human.
A little about me:
I'm Italian, not vey proud of my country sometimes but I don't think I'll be complaining about it here.
I'm a musician, composer, guitarist, studying piano on my free time and I privately teach music theory, or used to, but more on this later.
I love reading books, mostly fantasy and sci-fi, sometimes urban fantasy too (it's what I consider light reading) but not a huge fan of the lewd parts.
For movies and tv-shows I got the same preferences. Probably I'll do a list or my favorites someday.
I can draw, but I'm not an artist, I'm better at woodcarving but it take lots of time I rarely have.
I like running but since I injured my back I switched to driving a bike(mtb). Same pain on the legs but none on the back.
Of course I like videogames (a list will eventually come for my favorites too), also role playing games (but it is ages last time I played) and wargames, but those are very expensive and require other people interested so it's just something I like to read about.
Last but not least, I love pets, I got a dog and a cat and you will probably read a lot about them in this diary.
Of course there is more to say, but let's pass to the next section.
Personal stuff:
It's easy to talk about this things when no one know who you really are, so let's start.
I'm a non-binary, do you know what it means? You can google it and get a better explanation then I can give to you. But, if you feel a little lazy I'm going to give you the simple version.
I'm not female nor male, I don't really care about gender and it's a definition that will never be mine. Call me whatever you want: She, he, they, them, it, banana... it's all the same to me, those are just words. But I like variety, so, if you don't mind, try to change the pronouns you use to address me from time to time, or just use it if you don't want to bother.
I'm aromantic, or so I define myself, but my whole "feelings" situation is a very long and complicated story I'll probably leave for another time.
I also have/had depression, another complex topic, let's just say that I had depression for a very long time, but now I learned how to fight it and I'm living a "normal" life for the past five years... with some occasional down moments, but again I manage to rise to fight another day.
I have a girlfriend-partner-companion or whatever you want to call it. She refer to herself as she and as Godzilla, so this is how I call her online.
It's four years that we live together, we started at my old house in the city, and now we got a new home in the countryside. Lots of bugs btw.

And this is where this story will start. A story about me, Godzilla, doggo and catto, living a totally new chapter of out lives. So new that is going to be a new book, and I only used this joke a bunch of times now.
In this very diary I'm going to share my experiences here, my feelings, my funny stories or whatever will happen, I don't know.
If you think my English is bad, I'm sorry, correct me and eventually I'll learn.
If you want to follow me daily (don't know why you would do that but be my guest) feel free to do so on Mastodon, again it's free and this is the link: Kai

Now is time for Kai to sleep. See you soon folks!

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